Feeling It

If love lasts forever – let me get lost in it….

Caitlyn
The only one I ever wanted was my best friend’s brother.
I knew I could never have him – he just never looked at me in that way.
So, I left the small-town life behind me to follow my dream
and hoped for a new life in Montpelier.
Now, I’m heading back to my hometown,
dreading the thought of having to deal with my father again.
I knew Logan would be there and loving the thought of seeing him again,
but watching him is all it’s ever going to be.
Me staring at him while he makes out with his latest.
Me knowing it’s time I lost my V-card, but only being able to picture him doing it.
I was bracing for more of the same old life I grew up with
until I found myself behind him on his motorcycle, holding on for dear life and loving being so close to him.
My only wish now is that I could make this feeling last,
but wanting to go faster with him at the same time…